My Own Private Depression

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Who is the reason you fight the depression? Who is the one that lights up your life? Tell us in the comments!

I was the most depressed I’d ever been in my life.

It had been about a month since I lost my Dad. My tears had not stopped even for one day since his passing.

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I was driving and my kids had learned to keep tissues close by and lots of them. I began to have the tears running down my face and my daughter handed me the tissue. I kept drying my eyes but the tears just wouldn’t stop.

She looked at me and said, “mom are you ever gonna be happy again?”…my answer was “I don’t know honey, I just don’t know”.

Depression stops me from having a good, normal life. When I get sad I think that I will never be happy again.

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There are many different things that I have tried to help me with my depression, but after I lost my dad nothing helps.

For the sake of my children, I really hope that I will find a way to cope with the loss and to start living a normal life again. My own private depression really messes with my life.

Who is the reason you fight the depression? Who is the one that lights up your life? Tell us in the comments!