What’s the Point?

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What’s the point in continuing to try when the outcome always is the same no matter how many things I do differently? I’ve tried and tried time and time again and got the same results. My family and me are homeless, and no one accepts us.

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My mom passed last month. Our credit score is not sufficient to get a home, so we can’t even resolve that issue. It’s literally one thing after another, and there never seem to be a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve never felt this useless and defeated, so I ask WHAT’S THE POINT?

Well, this depression and suicidal ideation is not the best thing to have in this time of need. I pray daily, but somehow the thoughts seem to come stronger than ever. My anger gets worse, and my emotions overflow. So, again I ask you WHAT’S THE POINT?

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The pain I feel from my migraines, arthritis, and fibromyalgia make things harder. Then I think if there was an accident that happened to me, then my family could buy a house, get a better car, and go on vacations they can only dream about.

Again, WHAT’S THE POINT? The point, they tell me, is they need and want me. I guess that works for now.

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