Abuse, Child

Where to start? I grew up in a family with good funds and resources but it wasn't a healthy childhood. I didn't follow in my biological father's or birth certificate father's footsteps of drug and alcohol abuse or promiscuity. Since I went through so much, it scared me into not doing those kinds of things.

And a miracle happened, I was finally set free. I had finally accepted my illness. I allowed myself to be miserable, and boy did I show it. Now I am in stage 4 of depression and moving into stage 5.

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I thought I was alone and kind of embarrassed by the way I was acting until I found out what was really going on with me, I knew it wasn't normal behavior but I have been going through it for a long time until I decided to get some help.

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As a child, I grew up having to live it rough. My dad had issues with drug and alcohol abuse. He'd always yell at my mom and hit her. I experienced verbal abuse while growing up.

Most days, I try my best to be okay. However, I wear my mask well, I have years of practice. People ask me how I'm doing and a million memories of past abuse run through my mind. I simply just smile and with enthusiasm say, "I'm great!!! How are you?" when, in fact, I'm not okay.

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