I never knew I had a problem until I was thrown in jail then they started giving me all these crazy diagnoses and medication which made things worse and made my situation even server I couldn’t think straight or stay up on the meds and they made me very hungry and I got very obsessed because of it that set off another chain of emotions. I believe medication levels you out but have a deeper longer effect!
My family being Christians said that all I needed was god! And I believe they didn’t want me to take medication and didn’t believe in mental health and so neither did I! They didn’t like how it changed me, Everybody was wondering what happened to me because I was zombie-like and only wanted to sleep and eat, I feel this messed me up more, because they forced something on me I didn’t know about! I became lifeless and it took me years to grasp my life back,
What motivates me everyday is to pray, read my bible and keep pushing forward. Because now I know it was the medicine that made me worse, and also it has long-term side effects. I’ve never been the same and I’ll never be the same again just don’t take the medicine if it doesn’t help you.